Never let you go

I think i don't love you
that the only think i love is
the imposible fact of loving you
like the left hand in love with that glove
that live in the righ one.

i want to write a sad text today

I'm still thinking about
I said pinch me where's the catch this time?
'Cause all seems to be too good to be true
and that's the reason why i can't believe that you exist
Or maybe you only have that perfect flaws that make you more hipnotizing
for me
Maybe you are the only one is goodo enough for me to break my heart
but instead i'm just invisible
and the only thing i can do in the meanwhile is thinking of you like a dream that maybe never become a real fact.
'Cause
I'm not a princes, this ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you’ll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood; this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

I said pinch me where's the catch this time?

why life is so short?
why do we spend our time doing things that rarely we enjoy?
Which one is the reason we are here for?

I don't know the answers, but at least
i know some patchs
Try to enjoy, live and laugh

I've felt strange this last time, it's like i've lost something about me
and i don't where it is
i need to find it, I'm going to find me

NO, i don't wanna be afraid
i wanna wake up feeling beatiful today
i know that i'm ok
everyone's perfect in their usual way to be
i just wanna believe in me

Senior Year

It's hard to believe where we are now
sitting in our chairs expecting some material
to process with our tired brains
Yes, that's last year but not all
I 've been sharing a lot with my friends
and thinking in a good way to the final time
yes; i'm thinking about the final and i started just one year ago
but that's the way i am.
Now i write and talk with Cote in english because i want to travel to EEUU
The people who really know me knows my dreams
I love all the world!
I love Chile and i love Backyard Crazy Girls (Even when they like to bother me)
And that's my life
like a summary i could say i'm still being a nerd
but a happy one :)

Happy!

Yes i'm happy even when i should be nervous because of the earthquake and all that stuff
but i think there are so many things to feel thankfull about life, and things like that may make us open our eyes and realize what we really want and why we live for.
I don't know, i feel happy and it's a kinda weird i'm almost sure this is all serotonine's fault because mi cool friends and me of course get into a riot! XD
We are the only girls in the whole world that would say i'm hungry let's do something wrong! let's go to buy some chocolat at the grocery!

I love my life, definitely!
Thanks God!

Trusworthy :)

There´s always gonna be another mountain
i'm always gonna wanna make it move
always gonna be an awfull battle
sometimes i'm gonna have to lost

Yes, that's the fear
this is my last year and i'm about to be a senior
but that's not bad, i could say that is awesome!
but the fear is still there, like saying
you're not gonna get it
and i've been thinking about that a lot
i mean a lot
and i always think about god
you can dissapoinment now isn't it?
sometimes i wonder why you have given to me all this?
why everything i do make it out right?
and i can't find answers except the fact that you always are with me
you never leave alone and that's why i need
the listening of good
sometimes i feel like my mission here is helping people, and i know that is and i've thinking about it too.
Between Patch Adams and Dr. Gregory House...That's the deal.

A new year, a new beggining
and whatever it takes
here i go for my dream

ain't about how fast i get there
ain't about what's waiting in the other side
it's the climb

Thanks God
for all this summer
for all the friends
for all the moments
for my family
and just everything

it's the climb, that's what matter
but would be great be close to the sky

About to leave this town

Yes, i'm almost gone.
But almost so don't miss me yet because there's a lot of Cony for a while XD
i always wanted to say that.
And yes, i'm packing and i'm thinking about what clothes, books and stuff should i bring to the south of chile; because finally after all the mess my family decided to go there doesn't mattering the clouds and the rain ( And because Edgar, cactus and Birmania's bunnies stop doing that weird magic to make me go to the north xD ) and even when the cactus are crying for me.
And here i am, thinking about what to write, with some biology books, My Doctor House Cd and a notebook with some pencils; and mi ipod of course. That's all what i need to survive.
Of course i would like to carry my keyboard and all my sheet music but i can't because there's no space for that, mostly because now i have a puppy called Agustin and it's like my son. Now i understand 16 & pregnant girls when they said how tired they felt with their babies, and mine is a dog xD.
A few days ago i have the most strange dream ever! i mean
all this things have to happen to me! obviously who else?
But at last i realized march is getting closer, i still dreaming about cinderella stories and i have the Taylor Swift's syndrome.
Yes, that my diagnostic. That happen when you get the perfect story and the one thing left is the prince, and acording to my numbers a lot of girls have this illness.
Before i forget about it, i'm always here during Valentine's Day but this time won't be like used to be, so i decided to publish something about that now. Just enjoy! When this video was send it to me, the guy who do that told me you're gonna love it! and he was right! it remainds me Paris jet'aime , a great movie with short stories about love, i adored especially the one with the mime





Be happy!
enjoy!
laugh!
cry and jump!

PD: i miss LLPP
and i miss chickens!

PD2: the only contact with technology will be my cell phone!