BCG! Forever and Ever

I don´t know what to write about

because it's sunday and tomorrow i don't have to go to the school

Lastly i've thinking a lot about it

what will i do when i haven't to go there

i will miss my friends, the best gift i have ever received since three years ago

( don't feel bad but only a Nick or a Joe Jonas for christmas would be better than you)

Maybe i never tell you this face to face

and i only open my mouth to say stupid or hilarious things

but that's the way i show how much i love you

I was watching the picture when we ate egg at Marin with Condell

an all the people looked at the Backyard Crazy Girls

there aren't crazier girls on the Earth than us

and i love U in the way you are

with love

cono

PS: sometimes we have to say this

That Stuff that is into your head and is not useful

Peter Pan Syndrome

is stronger than i've ever though

i don't want to grow older

but grow up...mmm it could be interesting

Before i fall...wait that's a song

Before i grow up

i want to sing good and make it last

i want to fall like a parable and bounce

cause it will be so nice

[Lalalala]

I change the lyrics i Know

But i'm crazy and pink

and i laugh and smile

because i always wanted to walk under the rain

because i bought a 20's blouse

and i run with a strawberry

i played in the Park

and i loved it

Peace Out!

Cono

PS: Check my converse out!

When you look me in the eyes

and tell me that you love

Nick is sick

if he died i would clone him

Because i've got to study Elective English

If you had a bad day

You love me....you like her

or the opposite

you love her...you like me

Bad day! it was awful

Starting when i went out of my school and it was rainning

when i arrived to the subway i was completely wet, i take my jacket off and i weared my cute Mesh of gymnastics it was weird!

Then i wanted to see Yoya's movie and is not in the cinema anymore!!!

Now i 've got to upload a chapter in fotolog and i don't know what to write

Regards

Cono

¿Another Cinderella Story?

Chapter one: Welcome to my world

It was another normal day, i gotta to wake up with the typical idea that you don't want to, i asked to my father for 5 more minutes saying him that i didn't be late for breakfast. I tried to be at time, and i finished locking myself next to Camilla to drink my milk and when the cup was empty i ran away to get the bus; but my dad stop me and told me that he will carry me to the school....What more can i do?

When i got into the car i sat on his side, and we waited for a while until Camilla and Vanessa got hurry and finished their make up, during that time my daddy tried to support a conversation with me but suddenly my step-sisters appear and we went to High School.

The distance was quiet until my dad started to talk about education and another stuff until we arrived in front of Royal Lake High School, Camilla and Nessa said goodbye and i saw them out of the car in a second, but i stayed to say goodbye to my father in the way it was right

Demi.- Bye, dad, i see you later. Remember, today i will go to Selena's house

Dad.- I know, mi little girl, you know i will pick up you.

Demi.- Yes, i Know...well

Dad.- Demi, wait a second before your sisters arrived to the car i wanted to talk to you

Demi.- Tell me

Dad.- What's the problem between you and them?

Demi.- They're not my sister, they're my step-sisters

Dad.- They're your family

Demi.- They're not so nice, like you think

Dad.- Maybe, you haven't had a lot of opportunities. Please, make an effort

Demi.- Maybe, but it's ok dad i'll do, but i won't insist. i will do this because of you

Dad.- Thanks my muffin, you know i love you. You must remember that your whole life

Demi.- I love you, too. I see you in the afternoon.

i went to my classroom, there i found Selena, my best friend ever; we sat together like the best friends use to do, and we wait for the afternoon to have fun together, to be in her house and just be ourselves. When the night was chasing us, my dad was waiting for me at the outside and to make him important he played the horn, i packed my things and we went away being accompanied by a sweet melody that the radio played.

Dad.- What about your day?

Demi.- Very good, the first day is always the same. And what about you dad?

Dad.- Excellent, my daughter. My office has such important cases, that's the coolest thing for a lawyer.

Demi.- I'm so glad! You always work so hard.

Dad.- Fuck! the green light is gone.

Demi.- It doesn't matter , we'll wait for the another one.

Dad.- You're always so patient, just like your mom.

Demi.- I wish she was here.

Dad.- I wish that too.

Demi.- We miss her.

Dad.- Look at that! The green light is back.

I woke up in that white room, with pain and some broken bones, a nurse look at me in the same way she was seeing a death person, i start to move but i can't because i didn't feel so good, when she saw the effort i was doing she approached me and said:

Nurse.- Take it easy, don't move at all you're newly waking up after a long dream

Demi.- Where's my father? What is the date today?

Nurse.- Don't worry about it, your family is coming

Demi.- Ah?

In that moment Eve, my stepmother, pass the doorof the room with a strange attitude, and i was understanding nothing

Eve.- Demi...

Demi.- Eve, I don't understand anything, the last thing i remembered is that i was in the car with my dad and now i'm here. Eve, what's coming on? Where's my dad?

Eve.- My dear, the day you and your father was on the car, another driver

Demi.- Eve, how is my dad?

Eve.- I'm sorry, your dad is ....I can't, I can't

Demi.- Please...

Eve.- Demi, we've lost your father.

Demi.-What? Noo!! that's not true

Eve.-The impact was so bad, even with you our hopes were vanishing, you were abot a month

unconscious

Demi.- Noo! he can't be death!!

[Flashback end]

I woke up with a bad feeling caused by all that bad memories that wanted to bother me in my dreams, one more year has happen but i couldn't accept it so well.

TO BE CONTINUED...

This started in spanish

but in english is so much better!

Writing

A pencil, some paper; or even a computer


the ideas are ephemeral, and before the candle is blowed out by a bad fade


you gotta shout, scream, release and break your thoughts without sounds


and noise free trying to describe the whole different world that is being created by your


brain, by your fears and by your wishes and hopes.

PS1: I don't like the picture, but that's what i have

PS2: I got my Jonas sunglasses, Finally! i'm a consumer i know

PS3: I want a Cinderella Story just like the one i'm writing

Forgetting some stuff

That happens when you have a good memory

the perception is so good that you remember everything

Or everythin remainds something?

It doesn't matter now

but having a good is this a positive or negative quality?

What happen with the insane people that can't forget?

that's the problem for being a little bit accumulator

you don't let anything run away

but at the same time you don't take any chance

You remember things about it

or things remaind you about that?

Just forget it

like you used to say you did

like everyone does

The intellectual word for today= Godforsaken= When God forgets about it

PS: The picture has nothing to do here, i still remembering this grade with so much love.

The last song

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
Beautiful melody, when the night's so long

thoughts you can't decode

Aren't the directors a lot of lyars that show us what we want to?


Why the Romantic movies are so succesfull even when all have the same?


The drama, the kiss, the happy ending, the clichés and the archtypes


the point is ...Do you think dreams happen in real life in someway?


In someway, someones of my dreams have came true but the only thing i know is that this time


it's a difficult one for the dreamers


that see everything in color while the world is getting darker (like the song says)


have we lost all our hopes? are we still looking for that story written by anothers lyars?


I think so, that's the reason why i wake up everyday


for making a better world


to do what we want


to help each other


to laugh


to cry


to identify


to make


to suffer


to find


to look for


to paint


to play


to travel





I think the sacrifices count to get. Someday the rewards will come


don't you think that we waste so many time?


i'm writting and writting somedays, why this doesnt happen now?


'cause what happen if there's not tomorrow?





Carpe Diem














Thank you lyars, for making me believe...








PD: I want to read a good book, i found the pianist without face


i think is interesting





we finished the course of first aids it was funny!

Sondtrack: You found me- The fray

cognates

I like....

I love...

i want you...

Please be mine..

that sounds cute in english, but in spanish is a kinda sycho

Childhood

Can you believe that being 16 years old girls we still singing and dancing like little kids?

that's a good thing that i want to heel, almost all the people lost their childhood when they realized that the world said that growing older is the best.

why kids want to grow up?

why the girls want to be 30?

why women want to be 15?

At the end, the only thing left is living the present because tomorrow can be or can't...

because present is the only thing we have

past is gone, nobody knows about the future

I would like to be a little girl again,

without responsibilities

without thoughs

Just play, live and enjoy

Why am i saying all this?

'Cause today we see a organ grinder

and this bringed my memories back

and just listen to that music between all that old houses

and play, live and enjoy just like a little girl

:@

Stressful!

that's all what can i say

i really want to go the cinema

get a ticket and watch something

i don't care if it is Don't mess with zohan

i wanna just make the photosynthesis process

during a weekend

at least one

After finish this, i'll finish to read all the physics books

I need some Help and vacations!

i can't even write my dreams

But we are strong

and we finish english work

in less time than the given

yes we are dry!

Why Einstein did'nt ask why the appartments are all of the same color because is prohibited paint your home of the color you like?

but that's my theory

not his

And plusing something more, to all this stress

i'm overweight

i don't not what to do

because i don't eat a lot

and i read an article today

that says Exercise doesnt makes lost weight

only makes you hungry

That's all

Cono

Another song into my head

I love this video so much

is so typical but i don't care

The telephone rang....

Conversations with myself

The Real man

Have you ever think about what you really want?

Yes i did, but is so unreal

Well, so let's talk about your real dream?

I would like to be like Alexander

Alexander who?

Fleming, the discoverer of Peniciline

Good point, but now tell me what is your unreal dream

i'm like the steppenwolf , my heart and my body is divided in two halfs. One of those wants to appear in Wikipedia and the another one wants to be on the spotlight or in the Perez Hilton's website.

But what do you choose?

my decission is made, i realize the another day what i wanna do. I want to appear in Wikipedia but still being unknown for all the people, i want to be awake until midnight and then go home and be satisfied.

But how do you call this?

i wanna be a doctor, because every time i see a broken family or a fallen innocent child is because an illness.

And what's the matter with that? you are ok, aren't you?

Yes, but i'm not that insensitive and superficial. I wanna help people, i wanna be in a hospital and This remember me a movie

Yes, Patch Adams. He is an hero; at least for me.

Singing with Dany

If we were a movie

You'd be the right guy

And I'd be the best friend

You'd fall in love with

In the end we'd be laughing

Watching the sunset

Fade to black

Show the names

Play the happy song

One week left in pijamas until 12 o'clock

I used to wait for the charming prince

i used to believe in fairy tales

i used to watch the stars and the clouds every single night

i used to song happy songs with nice dresses and nice shoes

but it's just another pretty lie that dreams show us

now the reality hits me and make fall

i woke up on a world that i didn't know

or at least i've never heard about it

i realized that i have the Peter Pan Syndrome

and i finished singing english songs on my backyard with Converse

But the hopes are never gone

because Once upon a time

can happen anytime

I still without a ending

mi imagination is over

i need my crazy readers and writers

During the minutes the rainbow shows us its colors

This picture remembers me

a box that used to be mine

it contains 12 books with different topic

i will always remember that bears

childhood, something that you won't forget

I listened a song from Jonas Brothers the movie

and is so cute. It's called "loves is on its way" and the video i loved it

because is in the Central Park

Giving advice:

According to mi trustworthy

and faithful newspaper

you never should eat a hot dog

in New York because is

a kinda dirty.

LOVE IS ON ITS WAY LYRICS

Young hearts

I believe that we are not far

From becoming who we truly are

Love is on its way

DreamersYou see everything in color

While the world is getting darker

Love is on its way

So hold on another day

'Cause love is on its way

You'll find it's gonna be okay

'Cause love is on its way

It's alright you'll find a brighter day

'Cause love is on its way

Leaders

Show us how to love each other

It could help us to recover

Love is on its way

LonelyI believe that you will find me

And together we will truly see

Love is on its way, yeah

So hold on another day

'Cause love is on its way

You'll find it's gonna be okay

'Cause love is on its way

It's alright you'll find a brighter day

'Cause love is on its wayYeah!Yeah!

Hold on another day

'Cause love is on its way

You'll find it's gonna be okay

'Cause love is on its way

It's alright you'll find a brighter day

'Cause love is on its way

'Cause love is on its way

'Cause love is on its way

On Vacation!

Piano is so over me!

but i keep trying

"The hopes is the last stuff that you lost, and that day mine were walking forward the clouds"

From my fic

PD: look at this girl

she is awesome

http://www.youtube.com/user/horsegirl15

I'm sorry

-aren't we two liars that need to forgive each other?

-I think that is the right answer.

-aren't we losing so many time?

-we should stop fighting.

-where we are now?

-Trying to improve our behaviour.

-Just tell me why?

-Because I don't wanna lose you again

-But you never lost me.

-why are you so sure?

-Because all this time you always have been in my heart .

I think that my behaviour is weird, i'm too grumpy

another cinderella story

the characters are a mistery

definitively they always change

and you won't ever see the same ones again

because the events change

how a drama changes its scenes

and probably because of the fact that you made everybody believe that you was a busy intellectual you waste the opportunity of meeting wonderful people

or may find your story

but you made your choice, and the only thing you have now is the summary of Don Quixote de la Mancha into your mind and all the many silhouettes without a name

so, the people think Why this girl that should think about tiny birds, is reading and try to understand a book of universal literature?

But what they don't know is that i'm actually thinking about tiny birds and fairy tales.

About the picture:

the frog turns into a prince charming

or it was in the other way around

the prince who turns into a frog

who knows that in the real world?

can anybody tell me?

why are you so perfect?

One minute and the earth begins to shake

two minutes and my hearts begins to break

Another minute and he makes me feel brand new

That's just three minutes with you

Four minutes and he's everything I see

Five minutes and he's that were I wanna be

Another minute everything feels so new

That's just six minutes with you

Six minutes

My fanfiction

Prohibited loves

Part I: The beggining ( My story)

“You don’t know what’s the trouble i’m in, though most of the people think that mi life is the perfect fairy tale because i have a succesfull job and the most coveted husband of the world, supposedly everything should go well. Nevertheless when you are the performer, the story turns into a difficult one”

When i majored of university being now a fashion designer, not mattering that my parents was against this, my brother Lucas Grabeel got a job for me into the movies business.
I was a beginner so i started in the teenagers’ movies creating cherleaders and basket players’ costumes for a production that wasn’t new so this was gonna be a challenge.
At the first time, i just work and work to give a good impression…..

That's the beggining of my invented story in english

believe me, is so much easier writing in english

at least for me, the expression says exactly what they must say

global tests ! Horrible!

I'd wish that dreams come true ..... it doesn't happen but

i'm still dreaming

MAY 20 th 2009 Unforgettable

it was the best day ever of this year

Awesome guys!

you have talent and are really hot!

Specially Kevin and Joe surprised me a lot

I insist i should be an american girl

well, Someday Zac will come here and i'll know him

and how i'm so nice he will fall in love with me and we will be happy forever and ever

Let me dream

so this remember me the song of hannah montana the movie

"Do me a favor

Tell me what you think about me

Tell me how you want this to be

Go out on a limb and just dream

Paint a picture

Choose your colors extra wise

Especially what you put on my mind

Imagine what it'd be like to touch the sky, yeah yeah

Whoa-oh Your thoughts are gonna pick me up

Do you know it's good to feel too much?

Oh, you've got my head in the clouds

Oh, you've got me thinking out loud

The more you dream about me, the more that

I believe

That nothing's ever out of reach, so dream, dream, dream "

With this concert I also met a lot of new people

for example Cathy a very nice girl who scream and shout with me for kevin jonas

and cynthia the girl who said that she should be an american girl too

I'm losing my life slowly

I'm studying chemistry

i'm reading a book

i'm tired

i'm sleepy

and now we supposedly should be in a party of our high school

but here we are in front of a computer investigating what peroxides are

and trying to understand all what we write during classes

but we can't

but we are surviving and wait for go out the thursday

to the cinema Finally!

But the times goes

and the global tests coming soon

Happiness, energy and music: all you need to live

i can't believe that today a crazy woman that teachs me chemistry


told me that i should be happier
because i said to her that all the girls had given a bad test about salts and acids
but how can i know that probabilities fail with this special girls


who can be happier than me ?


well, someday i met a girl who was so over the top
but only a few ones can be.


i have a theory about my energy and happiness


i think that everyday i lost a little bit of them in Sta Ana station ( Subway)


i mean, with my mathematical knowledge


i can deduce that my energy about 2010 year will be exhausted


but now i'm trying to keep it ; believe i do superhuman efforts


my happiness wouldn't walk away and stay in the subway, i hope so!


i'm sure that my soul and heart is a better place to stay into. i hope that too!

thanks you Chemistry teacher because you make me laugh for a while
with thing like " Here in This planet called Chile we used a lot of Lithium"
Please, why didn't you pinch me when Chile turned into a planet
maybe i was sleeping or seeing the clouds of heaven tryimg to find some figures
or probably i just was listening to some music.

childness

Try to enjoy the time left

because then you wanted or not

you'll grow up and disney and stupid stuff will dissapear

because you apparently will become a responsible adult

Apparently........

but Everybody knows that i will never grow up

soundtrack: gotta find you

♫ Painting all my dreams the color of your smile ♫

:|

DREAMS ARE MEANT FOR SLEEPING

:B

just .........get over!

wake up and still being the same girl you used to be before

control yourself

I'm getting fattier

but the fault is not mine

is chocolates' fault

it'a just gluttony

i need to be in shape

so for that reason only give free-sugar food

i love this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bm-4xTf-Pro&feature=related

my piano obsession is here!

do you think it was gone?

no no no

Thought

let's think

about world

about happiness

about everybody else

and let's think about the most important person during this week

even when this should be all the year

let's think about Jesus

and forget about chocolates for a while

PD: i've already eaten a lot of chocolates, and i feel guilty because i would like to bring someones to african kids and that makes me feel sad

english

i'm studying elective english while

i read and i think about jonas brothers concert

and i wait tomorrow we go to buy the tickets before they sold out

'cause when we are there we'll scream and shout for Kevin and for mickey and for the dog called ...

i don't know now

conception is the fromation of a viable zygote by the union of the male sperm with the female egg

ionlywrite eeinganyimage

look at the sky poor girl

and still dreaming with fairies tales

the only thing you can win

is get and get and get hurt yourself

because you don't want to understand

that magic doesn't exist

but like people says magic is believing

poor clueless girl

does not want to see the truth

*Bretodeau that's the name that you looked for

with♥the☼willshineandi'llbe☺

Right here, right now

I'm looking at you

and my heart loves the view

' cause you mean everything

'Cause right now is you and me

I don't know anything

anybody understand what i'm talkin' about

i'm trying to explain what i feel

but i can't

i want go out

but i don't

totally confused

but i just think about life and it makes me smile

and i wait and get relax

and everybody looks at me

because i just walk and walk , and i'm not worry

so i go straight to the end of the way

The world is so in love,

really!

everything remembers me about love

songs, notes, my psychology teacher

but i just run away from this and waste my time

making movies into my mind and adding their respectives soundtracks

i'm so unromantic but i'm like this

what can i do for me? nothing

because the story that i'm looking

is not here

the perfect prince doesn' exist

and the life goes on without you

Romeo and Juliet

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone. I’ll be waiting, all there's left to do is run. You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess. It’s a love story, baby just say: yes.

1era semana de clases

here is all what i write during the whole week while everybody was listening to the teacher
if you don't read this here, read it in my back cover of my notebook
my mind flies to another dimension and i just write anything appears in my head

(8) Everyday of our lives, wanna find you there
wanna hold on tigh
gonna run while we're young and keep the faith (8)

I definitely think my first day of clas will be good it will be ok
i write while my teacher read the stupid rules i will never break
the only thing i can break is glass

Trying, trying to understand
let your mind fly
'cause you are dreaming

feel the fear it's comming for you

think about it ..........dreams come true just a few times

(8) i've got a lot of things , i have to do
all this distractions a future is coming soon
we've been pulled a hungred different directions
but whatever happens i know i've got you (8)

i'm bored , i'm sleepy i need to sleep a little bit more

i wanna go out

don't reflex mirrors
reflex your feelings

(8) i said pinch me where's the catch this time (8)

that's all

Conversaciones Registradas

-O sea podriamos decir que somos anormales

-no especiales

-todo el mundo cambia excepto nosotras

-Que ñee atravesar en el medio de la calle

-por que ñee? mas ñee el que se devuelve a la esquina!

- jajajaa

A veces me pregunto porque no vivo las cosas de una tipica pelicula adolescente

quizas por eso, son peliculas

Es una lastima que te vayas Nay, de verdad, ya no nos veremos muy seguido pero se que hablaremos

recuerda que no tienes que demostrarle nada a nadie

y vuelve cuando quieras

otra cancion que me encanta

(8)You fled from medication cuz it only causes painYou wont go to the doctor he keeps calling you insaneYou're lost even when you're when you're going the right wayYou mean the world to me even though you might be crazy(8)

trato de no hiperventilarme por fotolog porqe me cargamientras un test de facebook me dice qe soy superficialy qe prefiero lo exterior a lo interiorpero piensen a mi edad quien no?nadie toma el libro gris con letras pequeñas de color blancotomas el grande de color potente que parece hiptotizarte con un efecto de ........ah como se dice?mientras busco la palabra en el libro donde la lei, se cae Papelucho casi huerfano , libro casi desecho por haberlo leido un monton de veces en mi infancia inocente donde creia que el mundo era perfecto, mas que el mundo que la gente era buena
sigo viendo y la palabra es sortilegiola josefa y otro test de facebook me dicen qe soy pavay yo les creo y eso me hace mas pava todavia
O sea, piensa cony, piensaprepara tus neuronas para un nuevo añoaunqe espero que con el estupido jueguito adictivo brain age no se hayan atrofiadoaunqe he olvidado casi todo , si no es por el casi olvido todoaunqe sigo recordando mi nombre
Felicito a Vanessa por que en un año mas posiblemente sera la Sra. Efron y un monton de niñas pensara esa yoya tiene tan buena suerte! suerte le deseo a todo el mundo porque estoy feliz y sigo buscando un libro que llene el vacio que ha dejado no leer libros por obligacion aunqe reconozco que no se como los leo un dia antes de la prueba
Espero el 4 de marzo , sigo esperando....

<>

you're one in a million

"i said pinch me where's the catch this time

can't find a single cloud in the sky

help me before i get use to this guy "

Amo esta cancion

no se porque, quizas es la historia perfecta

más fantasias para alimentar mis ilusiones

y seguir construyendo mi mundo color rosa.